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Tat Tat: The Talent is (not) with me =(

Damn, I really wonder if there's any other way to acquire musical skills other than through hard work, since I do not possess a particular gift for it. Would some fairy come and give me a magical piano or something? I do like music very much for what it is though, not for what it can do to the hearts of girls though. *cough* (eyes looking towards sengkang)

There must be a way.. Arggh. Since I am free for about 2 more weeks, it's HARDCORE practice time! Yaaaaaahhhhh.... fight on!!

Tat Tat scribbled at: 3:54 PM

Tat Tat: Da Perfecto

Ah yeah forgot also. The perfect guy thingy. Very interesting. As quoted before:

Light's heart
Dark's height, skin, and Money-san
Aqua's temperament
Flame's ambition and build

Really quite desirable?

Tat Tat scribbled at: 12:18 AM

Tat Tat: (0.0)

Hoiiiiiii.........
Hooooiiiiiiiiiiii................

Money-san, Money-san?
Can you kindly drop from the sky?

Tat Tat scribbled at: 12:15 AM

Tat Tat: By the Jaw

I went for a dental appointment today with my ex-dentist who did for me my braces. She's a very nice person, =) Somewhat like a motherly figure but calls me "our friend here". What she mentioned today was particularly interesting. As I have never seen her for at least a year, she said, "I remember you! Even if your face become sharper and your hair long long, but the white spot on your teeth won't change." ROFL sia. She uses the shape of jaws and teeth to recognise people, wonder how she looks at people on the street. If that's true, ... on the street...

ZJ: Look! That guy is the CEO of so-and-so!
ZH: Look! That guy eats so-and-so medication one!
WX: Look! That guy is the so-and-so of this country's Finance Department!
TC: Look! That guy has so-and-so networth lei!

Lol.

Tat Tat scribbled at: 4:34 PM

Tat Tat: Free Free Time

Now is a jobless time. I rejected the offer to return to the ez-link job too. How do I spend this time?

Internet, training, music I guess.
Internet entertainment will never end.
Training takes time for results.
Music.. trying to find a song that can duo with my sis. While it is very true that the keyboard cannot compare with the real instrument, at least there is no need for a studio to be able to play a complete song. Drums, guitar, bass, woodwinds, SFX, all in. Swee swee.

Now also waiting for some kind of economic collapse ba. =x

Tat Tat scribbled at: 9:07 AM

Heruloomi: Sassy Girl Choon Hyang

wa, this drama really can make you cry all the way.

lyrics

I regretted so much right now (editted this line myself, not sure of its accuracy)

on the day we argued
I left you because of my useless pride
I still don’t have the courage to hold you, I see you leaving me behind

I thought I’m going to see you now
I hope you’ll come for me
But after so long
there’s still no words from you

You treat me so well
but I don’t appreciate it
but now I understand
you’re suffering because of my stubbornness

Idiot, that’s not true
you still can’t understand me?
Your love only belongs to me
Please don’t leave me

You’re always by my side
but I never appreciate it
can you forgive
an idiot like me?

Idiot, that’s not true
you still can’t understand me?
Your love only belongs to me
Please don’t leave me

I only love you
please don’t leave me
please don’t push me aside please hug me closely
Return back to me so I can love you again

Heruloomi scribbled at: 11:48 AM

Heruloomi: Hollow

yeah, so i passed my class 3 last week.

got 12 points from circuit. on the road, things were fine. but i was really nervous, really afraid i couldn't pass because it had been a very expensive journey and im a poor man. then when the instructor left me after the warm up lesson(which was just a coffee session at a kopitiam !&@^%@!!!), i felt butterflies in my stomach. but tc smsed me as a cheer, and wx was the first to congratulate. so i treated both to subway. grateful.

hmm. suddenly feeling quite strange.

ha. so for the first time im ditching someone (my dad) at the airport instead of kena ditched. we're korean bound! God Bless my second flight.

its okay. just hide behind my mask. with the mask on, nothing to worry - i'll be a sport. the mask has a bad point though - im apathetic.

I should've got to known you

Should've held you
When your tears fell down

Just stop
Don't make me beg you
Tell me that you'll stay the night

Heruloomi scribbled at: 11:19 AM

Tat Tat: the surreal

It's a night's sleep away before departure.

Well. I start to notice my behaviour and mannerisms more, recently. Namely to put, I failed in my New Year Resolution pretty fast, haha. Can't be helped, it is indeed hard to correct one's character at this age. I'll try harder though. However, if this leads to self-consciousness, then living daily life would be less meaningful wouldn't it? Being air-headed does make me worry a lot less, but it appears to give other problems as well.

Put for example, WX just smsed me that excitement made him unable to sleep. I can reply:
Very exciting meh. (but it would be haolian)
I got the same feeling too! (that would be lying)
I suppose that's natural. (which is what i sent)

It's only recently that I begun to see things this way, just like when I came to JC, I started to see other people's motives. Growing up phase ba. My ambition too is gradually losing its grip. Lethargy is making me want to settle for a stable job instead. Not being able to do things as you want makes things less fun huh? Saying what we want, doing what we like, making others happy so we ourselves are happy. It's a sad reality and I don't like it. That's why fantasy is better lar. I don't see the point in squabbling with a sandwich man if it makes both parties more infuriated, no? Whether he gets punishment or not, nothing to do with us, we only lose a cookie flavour. He'll get sacked sooner or later.

The "I don't care," feeling. How carefree indeed. But sadly.. it can only hold true to a certain extent and timeframe.

Immersed in his own world.
Create your world to immerse everyone else.
Who can manage to do the latter? liao liao wu ji

Tat Tat scribbled at: 11:24 PM

Starhenry: Flight

In less than 24hours i will be away from Singapore. This knights trip to Korea will be the getaway before uni starts in August. I believe we will have a jolly good time there.

Just finish packing all i have to for the 9 days long trip. Other than the TW training, this will be the longest i have spent outside Singapore in my 21 years. The thought of having a whacky good times with those i have known for 8 years thrilled me and i really wonder what we will do in Korea.

Looking forward to the next 9 days... God bless us against any Swine flu. I do not want to miss the 5th.

Starhenry scribbled at: 6:39 PM